Wow. Been six days. Seven. Since I last updated.
Going through an emotionally confusing period in my life right now. You know, could he be The One? For the first time, nobody knows anything about this... haha... kinda cute actually. For once, I get to keep this to my little self. Although I realise that by posting this, everyone else will know something about it. No one knows who, what, when or where though. Or why for that matter. I've never been brave enough to admit that I actually like someone. Yeah, I've had my fair share of crushes and everything, bad mistakes, worse mistakes, you name it. But I've actually never admitted squarely that I might, just might like someone. Like seriously.
Anyway, the long and short of it is that I have no time for these things. BGRs are a luxury I can't afford now. Too many things are far more important. And they're waiting to be done. I'm just rambling about a potential someone because I'm not gonna go into it. But I do at least want the luxury of writing about it. I'm scared. I think I might like him and that scares me. It scares the superwoman in me. It scares the independent-I-don't-need-a-man in me. I'm scared. It's been some time since I felt that tingling sensation, that racing pulse, the heart palpitations. I'm disgusted at myself. Boy germs.. ewww....
Sigh.