I've never felt so disappointed, so abandoned in my life. I'm sure I'll be disappointed later on in life but as of my 22 years, this is the worst I've felt. I don't even know where to begin. Bro, if you're reading this, tell Dad he doesn't have to be in a hurry to book an air ticket. I might not make the convo. Don't ask.

Just deleted a whole chunk of stuff.. sigh, I don't even know what to write anymore. Except that I'm disappointed in people.