I'm beginning to think that I'm one of those people who're just not meant to be with someone else. Some people are just not cut out for that right? I mean, every time I get close to someone, my temper drives them away. I'm starting to wonder if that's a reflex action. Maybe I'm so commitment-phobic that when I actually start getting close to someone, my body churns out this massive ball of fire that screams, "GET AWAY!!". Story of my life.

I'm not a man-hater you know. I'm very much the opposite. And very happy about my sexual preferences thank you very much. I make a good friend, a nice gal pal to chill out with, a good buddy to some. But you know, I don't think I'd make a good girlfriend. Or wife. And that's just the way it is for now.

It hurts you know. It hurts very much.