I woke up feeling like my head was in the wrong place. In fact, it felt pretty much like a massive hangover. Only problem is I didn't have any alcohol last night! It was really strange because my head felt so heavy it was swinging around like I was about to faint. Maybe that's what people term giddy spells. But what freaked me out was when I was in the bathroom brushing my teeth, I lost control and my head started swinging down again (you know, like when you're dozing off and your head slips)! Well, I almost hit the sink! Twice! So that's when I decided I wasn't going to church. I mean, I certainly didn't want to fall into the person in front of me, especially with all the sitting and standing up and sitting and standing again..

So I spent most of the day in bed, with a heavy head. And a heavy heart. I had the weirdest dream too.. I dreamt that I was attached to this guy at work. And it was a nice feeling because I felt like a princess :) I felt important to someone. I felt safe, taken care of, loved. And I haven't felt this way in a looooong time. So that was nice. But pretty icky considering it was a guy from work. Still, it put a smile on my face :)

I'm glad I'm learning to be more independent. Spending time on my own must not be seen as a backup plan. It should be enjoyed. Savoured. Cherished.

My head hurts. I'm heading back to the bed for now...