I think everyone who's been in and out of love must have experienced the feeling of relief and release at one stage or another.

I sometimes wonder how two people can stay in a relationship for so long. And then get married. It baffles me. Probably because I've never been in a relationship that lasted more than a year. But then I always wonder if there's something wrong with me. How come I don't seem to be able to sustain a relationship that long? Was I not also made to be loved?

Lord, it's hard to trust You to provide but the strange thing is that unless You provide, I won't be truly happy.