Took the free shuttle from Great World City to City Hall MRT Station today. Here's what it said on the bus window:

"Break ass for Emergency Exit".

Beautiful. It's not a free shuttle for nothing.

So tonight we had our cell gathering over dinner at Carlton. After dinner, 2 people msged me to ask if I was alright because I looked troubled/disturbed. Apparently a third person mentioned it as well. Was surprised because I didn't think I looked troubled. Or it could have been a subconscious thing. I guess my mind has been rather burdened with a lot of things recently. My heart has been heavy over a variety of matters as well. And I think seeing her this evening reminded me of him. There's a whole cocktail of emotions within me that I can't quite seem to figure out. I'm a little sad, a little tired, a little perplexed, a little puzzled, a little stressed, a little indifferent. And it's all these feelings all at once. But there's only one of me. How can I be feeling all these things at the same time? It's way too much to handle. I think I'm a bit lost. I also think I've aged 30 years in the span of 1 year. Sure, I look my age. But I certainly don't feel it. I'm also taking on a lot of new responsibilities and it gets draining. I wonder if I know what I'm doing. And yes, every once in a silver moon, I wonder if I'll be a spinster for the rest of my life.

Haha..