I'm feeling down at the moment. Somewhat like this:



I dreamt that I wasn't ever going to get married and I even had a certificate that branded me a spinster forever. I was very troubled by the dream. Very disturbed.

I don't know why but when I got ready for bed last night, I suddenly felt very lonely. This huge wave of loneliness just engulfed me. And as I lay my head on the pillow, the loneliness lay down with me. It seems to be haunting me these days. And so I decided I needed to talk to someone. Hence the late night call to DJ, the only person I could think of who'd still be awake at that hour. Thanks for the chat, mister. Although it sorta led to the awful dream I had, it was nice to be able to talk to someone when I needed to.

I'm still somewhat shaken by the dream. It was so heartbreaking. I hope it never comes to pass.