Lil and I were just talking tonight about what if neither of us ever meets someone and eventually ends up alone, old and grey. We'd have each other for support :)
*point to note: if you are at any point contemplating the same issues, do not listen to Norah Jones by yourself at 2 in the morning.*

I'm trying really hard to make 2003 a good one. I'm really trying to be a better person and to lift my spirits. Did you know that trying can be very trying? Pun fully intended. It's 2 in the morning.

There's a masochistic streak in me that keeps repeating the same song over and over. It's like I want to make myself burst into tears or something. I know Terence thinks Norah Jones has a sexy voice but for now, she's just making me want to curl up and cry. But I keep playing it over and over. I really am a masochist. It's like, "Here Norah, why don't you shoot me with your song. I'm sure I'll feel much better after that".

Shucks.