Charlie's Angels

I had an absolute ball of a time today at work. It was really quite funny cos us 3 girls were on shift today and of the 3 of us, 2 were pms-ing and one had slept only 1 hour the night before cos she was out clubbing. So you can imagine, it was quite a cranky crazy bunch at the counter today. We yelled at one another in mock irritation over small things and then burst into fits of laughter cos we were acting like little hooligans. None of us were actually angry with anyone but it was just fun pretending to be :) And we had fun scolding one another and going all bazookiebonkers :) Ball of a time, I tell ya. And so we became Charlie's Angels - the ditz, the smarts and the klutz. Of course, I was Alex, the smart one *ahem*. Heck, I haven't had such a good time at work ever.

One of my friends commented today that I'm really cute and funny and endearing and if she was a guy, she'd be attracted to me. Which got me worried. No, I wasn't questioning her sexual preferences but I was wondering if I'm attracting the wrong sex. Maybe only girls like me and I just mesh really well with the girls while I don't really have any chemistry with guys. Me and guys.. I dunno, maybe we just don't relate so well? I don't understand guys. But then again, they don't understand me. That's fair by my standards. Maybe that's why I've never been in a long-term relationship with a guy. I'd like to prove myself wrong though. I'd like to see something work out for once. But then it isn't about proving something, is it? The minute you try to prove something, love gets pushed out of the picture and you start striving. Darlene Zschech once said, "Don't strive. It's ugly".

So maybe I really do have more chemistry with girls. But ultimately, I still want a husband, not a wife ;) I'm as straight as an arrow, don't you worry :) And even though I've never been in a relationship that worked out, I'd still rather wait for the right guy than marry the wrong man. Definitely.